NO MORE!

why do i constantly let him make me feel like im a girl not worth fighting for... sigh.. NO MORE!

500 days of Summer

so i finally got to see 500 days of Summer.. well i calculated-- mine is 3,285 days. How sad. sigh....

God's timing, Not on my timing

so i finished my first semester at UTMB and although this summer was crazy hectic and nerve racking-- im back for another semester-- Praise God. From these past couple of months, I learned that... all this... this life... nothing matters if we dont keep God first. Right now im learning that even though i may think i got everything mapped out-- in the end-- we're on God's time, not ours. It's hard. I may be delayed from graduating, but I believe everything has a reason. I just have to trust God because I know He sees the bigger picture.

so lately, Ive been praying for my husband... so whoever you are... I'll be waiting and praying for you. Until then... i'll just try to keep my focus on school and do extra well this semester...

Jesus.. please help me. Show me that there's a way out of this mess. I really need you.

A small break...

I finally got a lil' break from school and im home at my parent's for the wkend. It's been really fun hanging out with my family and just relaxing and now that the wkend is over-- im dreading the thought of going back to school. =(

Im trying to remain positive.. but.. im sooo sooo tired. My mind wants to shut off on me. This wk is going to be tough too bc ill be starting clinicals this wk. From now on-- Wednesdays and Thursdays-- 630am-330pm. Im excited.. but.. the thought of waking up that early... sigh.... Lord- please give me strength.

August 2010-- seems really far far away. =(

what's wrong with me?!

I thank God that He opened the door for me to nursing school.. but.. i have no idea why im doing so horribly! I study. Go over the material with my classmates. Feel pretty confident when taking my tests and then BOOM-- get my grades back and I bombed it! I dont get it. What's wrong with me?! Why can't i just get the material?! What am i doing wrong?! I even went to tutorial.. saw a academic counselor.. n still... sigh.... Lord-- please help me.. I need a miracle! I know I cant do this on my own.. I need you to just... bless me with this incredible wisdom where I can fully understand the material and successfully graduate nursing school.

So yesterday... i went...

SKYDIVING!



Praise the Lord that He kept me safe and ALIVE! Woohoo!

10 years later...

So today I went to my 10 yr high school reunion and I must say that it was quite interesting. Although it was fun catching up with some old friends-- Im fortunate to have kept in touch with most of my friends that i really care abt from high school. It's true.. some people that you thought were so pretty or so cute back then... arent all that anymore.... hahaha.. it was good to see everyone tho. Hopefully our next gathering- there will be more ppl and not at a bar.

A mth later...

it's been awhile and since the last update-- i went to Japan to visit Jeannie for 9 days. I no longer work at New Start and started nursing school at UTMB full time. I moved out of my parent's house and now living with my cousin up in Pearland (but i still come home every wkend). Life has been pretty exciting, but in a way.. i feel very lost and things are happening so quickly that I haven't had time to just sit and just.. soak it all in.

School is incredibly draining ( and it's only been 2 wks) and I've been praying A LOT that God just blesses me with this... understanding.. the ability to grasp all this info and be able to apply it all so that i can be an amazing nurse one day. Sigh.. im stressed. Im tired. I feel lost. Im frustrated. Im not myself. I dunno what it is.. but.. I know... I just need Jesus to guide me through this new adventure. Everything will make sense in the end.

PRAISE GOD! THANK-YOU!!!

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Fireproof... Never Leave Your Partner Behind...

After a very.. VERY complicated day... i ended my day watching Fireproof.. and I have to say... it's more than just a movie.. it really speaks the truth abt marriage.. abt love.. God's unconditional love for us... abt second chances. It was truly AMAZING and it really captures real struggles in couples and i dunno... i cant find words to describe it.. but.. I recommend everyone to watch this.. especially married couples... wow.. i just can't stop crying...

Some Funnies...

More pix...

More Pix...

Pix from the Rodeo and My Family & Friends <3

at a stand still...

so... I went to my interview at UTMB on Friday the 13th... and Praise God-- He was totally with me. The lady- Ms. Ruth was super nice and she made me feel so comfortable. Everything abt the interview went really well.. so i should hear back like next wk (hopefully)....

until i hear back from UTMB-- i feel like my life is at a stand still.. i dont know what i should do abt work... dunno if i should live on my own near school or my cousin's in Pearland... whether to plan my Scrub's party or not... plan my trip to Japan... the outcome with the youth group at VEC after im gone... sigh... i just need to work on being patient and need to be still and know that He is God.

Other than that- life is great! My cousin Sarah was home from Spring Break and we got to see Keith Urban and Taylor Swift at the Rodeo. WooHoo... They're such great performers and artists! sooo sooo good! Been spending lots of time with the girls and we started a woman's prayer group and Wednesday was our first meeting. God really blessed me with awesome friends and family... Thanks Jesus!

it's my life.. my decision...

a lot has happened in a couple of days..

i dont even know what's going on anymore... but...in the end.. i have to forgive and trust God that He knows what He's doing...

It's funny bc i had all these rules and regulations that i was suppose to follow and not to follow.. but in the end-- i have to make the ultimate decision bc it's my life, no one elses...

to tell u the truth... Im a bit confused.. but.. i guess I'm finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

Things I wished I didn't see...

The internet is such an amazing source to find random facts and information... but.. i just came across some pictures and some journal entries that I wished I didn't see....

He really loved her. Since the very beginning of everything.. his heart belonged to her.

I just wished I didn't ignore the signs.. but.. I wanted to believe that it was just me and not him... in the end- i was right.

An email

I got an email yesterday. I really don't know if I should respond to it or not.

Rascal Flatts

Today was the first concert day at the Houston Rodeo.. and I went with Lisa and saw Rascal Flatts! WOOHOO- they were awesome! YAY! 1 down 3 more to go! Next up- Brad Paisley!