God's best...

WOW.. today is a big day! a very historic moment....

Pastor Rick and Emily are finally getting married. <3

Last night I had the honor to attend their rehearsal dinner and it is so amazing how God plans things so perfectly. 

I left the event full of hope and peace... n i really needed this... especially with everything that happened this wk.

Key points from the event--

* Remain patient and wait for God's best

* Never forgetting who should be the main foundation in the relationship     --> Jesus Christ

* God is in total control

I can't wait for the wedding tonight and reunite with everyone. I'm so excited.

God- thank-you for being so awesome and for seeing the complete picture. Lord- i pray that my friends and I will remain patient for Your best. Pray that we will never settle for just anyone and that You will continue to mold us into Godly women that fears You. Pray for Pastor Rick and Emily that You will bless them on this new journey as husband and wife. Father- You are amazing and I pray for this day to be a day that we will never forget. Amen 

The Truth will set you free

so after 10 years... i finally get the truth and now that i know-- i wished i never picked up the phone.

after everything that has happened... I still believe in love. I still believe that true love exists and although i may not see it now... I know that in the end-- God is in control of ALL situations.. even if my heart seems like it's broken into a million pieces and can never be restored.. it will.. 

like ive been telling myself... weeks will soon turn into months n then years and all this... he will soon be a faded memory in my past.

i wish him happiness despite of everything that has happened. i blame myself for allowing myself to open my heart and falling so hopelessly in love for someone.. but who knew after 10 years.. this is how it would end.

everything happens for a reason and I believe God allowed this to happen so we can really move on. Really- for me to move on.

Could've loved him all my life, but instead... he wanted to love and give his heart to someone else other than me. 

sigh.. everything will be ok. i will be ok. No matter what- I got God on my side and nothing can beat that right?!

Lord- i pray for peace and for clarity during this time. I pray Lord for blessings upon both of us and for you to please mend our broken hearts. In the end- Lord, I pray that we remain in Ur perfect will and that we will always keep You first in everything. Please restore what has been broken Lord and let us find joy and love through You and only You. Pray that we will both find love again and that it brings delight and gladness to Your heart Lord. Thank-you for everything you have done Lord and everything You will do in the future. Amen.

First Post-- Hello World

Song of the Moment: Revelation by Third Day

Give me a revelation,

Show me what to do

Cause I've been trying to find my way,

I haven't got a clue

Tell me should I stay here,

Or do I need to more

Give me a revelation

I've got nothing without You

I've got nothing without You

(I really miss him)