after everything that has happened... I still believe in love. I still believe that true love exists and although i may not see it now... I know that in the end-- God is in control of ALL situations.. even if my heart seems like it's broken into a million pieces and can never be restored.. it will..
like ive been telling myself... weeks will soon turn into months n then years and all this... he will soon be a faded memory in my past.
i wish him happiness despite of everything that has happened. i blame myself for allowing myself to open my heart and falling so hopelessly in love for someone.. but who knew after 10 years.. this is how it would end.
everything happens for a reason and I believe God allowed this to happen so we can really move on. Really- for me to move on.
Could've loved him all my life, but instead... he wanted to love and give his heart to someone else other than me.
sigh.. everything will be ok. i will be ok. No matter what- I got God on my side and nothing can beat that right?!
Lord- i pray for peace and for clarity during this time. I pray Lord for blessings upon both of us and for you to please mend our broken hearts. In the end- Lord, I pray that we remain in Ur perfect will and that we will always keep You first in everything. Please restore what has been broken Lord and let us find joy and love through You and only You. Pray that we will both find love again and that it brings delight and gladness to Your heart Lord. Thank-you for everything you have done Lord and everything You will do in the future. Amen.
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