NO MORE!

why do i constantly let him make me feel like im a girl not worth fighting for... sigh.. NO MORE!

500 days of Summer

so i finally got to see 500 days of Summer.. well i calculated-- mine is 3,285 days. How sad. sigh....

God's timing, Not on my timing

so i finished my first semester at UTMB and although this summer was crazy hectic and nerve racking-- im back for another semester-- Praise God. From these past couple of months, I learned that... all this... this life... nothing matters if we dont keep God first. Right now im learning that even though i may think i got everything mapped out-- in the end-- we're on God's time, not ours. It's hard. I may be delayed from graduating, but I believe everything has a reason. I just have to trust God because I know He sees the bigger picture.

so lately, Ive been praying for my husband... so whoever you are... I'll be waiting and praying for you. Until then... i'll just try to keep my focus on school and do extra well this semester...

Jesus.. please help me. Show me that there's a way out of this mess. I really need you.

A small break...

I finally got a lil' break from school and im home at my parent's for the wkend. It's been really fun hanging out with my family and just relaxing and now that the wkend is over-- im dreading the thought of going back to school. =(

Im trying to remain positive.. but.. im sooo sooo tired. My mind wants to shut off on me. This wk is going to be tough too bc ill be starting clinicals this wk. From now on-- Wednesdays and Thursdays-- 630am-330pm. Im excited.. but.. the thought of waking up that early... sigh.... Lord- please give me strength.

August 2010-- seems really far far away. =(

what's wrong with me?!

I thank God that He opened the door for me to nursing school.. but.. i have no idea why im doing so horribly! I study. Go over the material with my classmates. Feel pretty confident when taking my tests and then BOOM-- get my grades back and I bombed it! I dont get it. What's wrong with me?! Why can't i just get the material?! What am i doing wrong?! I even went to tutorial.. saw a academic counselor.. n still... sigh.... Lord-- please help me.. I need a miracle! I know I cant do this on my own.. I need you to just... bless me with this incredible wisdom where I can fully understand the material and successfully graduate nursing school.

So yesterday... i went...

SKYDIVING!



Praise the Lord that He kept me safe and ALIVE! Woohoo!